Red or Let’s Spend the Night Together
I move my lips without really even realising I am doing it
so there is something of him in the red of my mouth, a
vowel or hoo molten and coating. The voiceless ‘h’, exhalation,
reoccurs silently in my mind as if he were breathing over my
tongue. Hunky fusion machine.
Interconnectedness –
his cupid’s bow arching over mine, non-local particles
reacting, orbicularis oris phasing in, out, orbiting – is a kind of
physics. Interdimensional kiss folding in on itself like a star.
Supermassive neutron collapsing in hot gloss bomb colours.
Blood rich lyricism.
He’s been on my mind – live in Hammersmith 1973
pulsating in a cut-off unitard. His limbs are nebula-like; bars of
gaseous red under the gel. Blowing kisses, I catch one fifty
years on. This is for me, he says. By which he means this is
for me, Richard.
Inflections, mantle, his sexiness form a zodiac constellation.
7, 1, 83, Small Magellanic Cloud – of flesh. A piercing through
the red-black flank. Out of my head. I’m h-h-h-high on this
ventriloquism. Erasing. The lyric I is an alien. Pink river
dolphin chirping in syntax.
Jaunty piano sharps,
occasionally pentatonic, lighting up the auditory cortex like a
comet’s tail. Like ionisation. Neon red and lit from within.
His voice, a solar radiation. The tiny bones of my ears. The
belt, the parabelt receiving direct input. Fuzzy centaur.
I cannot adequately translate my mind’s arachnid locomotion
as it reacts to his song. Hibiscus-hued nerve impulses, a
miniature and internal lightning. The redness extinguishing
ambivalence is need. My yearning. A kind of gravitylessness.
Maronite electricity grazes the Kármán Line.
I ask my friend about his song and she says, oh I don’t know –
sexual healing or something. Shards of red howlite melt down,
are recrystalised, within the furnace of his mind. Space-red
rock. Lattice system aching, rebranching, stave-like. I’m often
moved, rarely healed.
I am night. Red night. My fooling mouth deciding on need.
Him, transcendent, guiding us around and around and around.
Together is no excuses. Together is hey, hoo, h-h-h-high.
My mind smiling now. Young and ephemeral amalgamation.
We hang above the lunar occultation of Mars. Strong. Defined.
I listen to Let’s Spend the Night Together
continually for one night so do we spend the night together?
His tongue, my ear disappear into each other completely. An
event horizon. Red luminosity humming itself into me like
quasar light penetrating the singularity. Aperture finally visible.
My imagination is quantum.
I am fragmented by resonances, intention, flowing from his
mouth and the associated Brownian, red, noise. Annunciated
waves that roll like firework theory static. That will not be
stopped on flesh. Fixated glam queering. A futuristic patina
scabs the wound.
Connection to him –
persona, lick of gas giant pink darkening to red – is a ghost
particle, unphysical state. Clavicle. Accretion disk. Red
mouth. Red tongue. Retrograde motion. The red dwarf of his
body satelliting towards me. Red life. It was such a clear
invitation to have sex.
This poem was commissioned for Aladdin Sound, performed at the Purcell Room on Friday 21st April 2023